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<p>So I’ve always felt like I was an alien (not joking) since I was a small kid. I kept wishing that a spaceship would bring me back to my home&nbsp;planet.</p>
<p><cite><em><a data-link-domain="winnielim.org" href="https://winnielim.org/journal/am-i-actually-autistic/" hreflang="en"
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<p>Il y a beaucoup de points de cet article de Winnie Lim qui résonnent fort avec <a href="/david/blog/2017/spectre-autisme/">mes propres</a> sensations et handicaps. J’emploie le terme de «&nbsp;handicap&nbsp;» car il y a des situations dans lesquelles cela devient problématique. Le rôle que j’essaye de me donner parfois pour masquer cela cesse de fonctionner et j’envoie les mauvais signaux aux mauvais&nbsp;moments.</p>
<p>D’autres fois, la pression émotive interne est trop forte et l’interrupteur saute. Plus aucun signal externe n’est alors interprétable. C’est encore pire car cela peut passer pour du désintéressement alors qu’il s’agit de l’inverse. Trop de <em>stimuli</em> me rendent incapable de réagir de manière sensée alors autant ne pas réagir (tout de&nbsp;suite).</p>
<p>Lorsque je suis dans un groupe en <a href="/david/2024/05/13/">tension</a>, je mesure les limites de mes in·capacités à essayer de concilier les émotions des autres avec les&nbsp;miennes.</p>

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<p>Si tu veux construire un bateau, ne rassemble pas tes hommes et femmes pour leur donner des ordres, pour expliquer chaque détail, pour leur dire où trouver chaque&nbsp;chose…</p>
<p>Si tu veux construire un bateau, fais naître dans le cœur de tes hommes et femmes le désir de la&nbsp;mer.</p>
<p><cite><em>Citadelle</em>, Antoine de&nbsp;Saint-Exupéry</cite></p>
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<p>Ce sont les réparations en cours de route, lorsqu’on s’est habitué à la mer qui sont&nbsp;difficiles&nbsp;🤕.</p>

  
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